time by time...i'm getting older and older...hehe cewah...actually nk kasitau sejak2 da jadi mummy ni cam rase da tua lak..ahahah...i'm a bit fussy sket when ever it involves my son....hahahaha...smpaikan abah nye kate...bia je la..bia je dia main...hahaha...bukan ape takut dia cedera daling oiii...sakit oooo beranak ingat x sakit...(this part just teringat tu my mom nun jauh di sana...semoga dia bahagia di sana disamping suami tersayang :-) )...
en mahdi ku da 3 mnggu x baik2 dari batuk selsema...ni la punca nk cerita topik anak oh anak ni...aduiii....tgk dia malam2 batuk2 kong3...kung3...aduiii sian nye lah...cm mane nk buat lagi...ubat dah kasi...vicks dah sapu...kaki da pakai stokin...air cond dah tutup...kipas da pelankan...aduhaiii meruntun jiwa ku betul lah especially bila dia nangis n sambil tido duduk cz dia x selesa nk baring...myb sbb batuk tu kot or sbb selsema yg mengganggu pernafasan diaa...aduhai anak oh anak....
rase cam nk amik je sakit tu..da berape malam dah dia tdo batuk2 n muntah balik...risau melanda hati sang ibu...si anak ttp dengan tangisan...jadi sang ibu pn dah berapa malam ni tdo smbil duduk cz si anak x selesa...bila nangis nk kene dodoi sambil berdiri...bila anak dah tdo...mummy pn amik peluang nk tdo jgak...tp rasenye baru je nk lelapkan mata sang anak dah uwaaakkkk balikk...mamamammiii sebutnya...cammane la mami nk tulun ni mahdiiii...so smbil berdiri dodoilah smpai dia selesa nk tdo...dia dah tdo mami pn tdo duduk kat katil n riba en mahdi...pastu mahdi da lena sgt letak la atas bantal tinggikan sikit kepala dia n bia dia tdo atas katil cz dlm hati mami ckp..aduih..kebas plak buntut n peha ni..mahdi tdo atas katil yer...mami ni da kurus kering ni...mahdi berat...x daye mami nk dukung lelame n riba lame2....huhuhu...so kami tdo berpelukan la...cz dia cam ade instinct je bila aku bangun je dia pn bgn n huhuhuhu...nangis balik...adui lenguh balik pinggang cz tdu mengiring smpai pagi...hehe..nway all its about love to him right...esoknye pergi kerja ngn mata yg amatler mengantukkkkk....cemaner ni...x apalah...time2 lunch kang curi2 ar tdoq sat...ngeh3...
mudah2an mahdi x de la kene sakit ape2...especially sakit sang kerbau pendek bak kate mama kiter...n i hope that he wont get an asthma as i was before...huhu sakitt...
kate sang doktor...at this age he is going to build up the antibody...that is why he kept on on and off sakit within this few weeks...ye la selame ni x penah plak dia on and off sakit..kalau sakit tu...abih tinggi pn 4 5 hari la pastu insyaallah sembuh...as people said baby with breast feeding will have antibody more than baby who not with breast feeding...so en mahdi mami ni pn alhamdulillah so far camtu...cuma this few weeks ni kompius napeeeee...smpai kan tok tan dia pos lagi ubat dari UK...tp bila dokter ckp x pe...just becareful only lagipun skrang sbb viral issue banyak n ade the cousins at my house yg juga x brape sihat...that is why he kept on on and off...bila bdn dia bina antibody utk birus ini...dia sihat pastu datg birus lain dia pn fallen sick balik n tgh build another anti body la...hope fully ok la my baby...
yeay semoga mahdi membesar bagai juara (hehe bak kate iklan milo...)...mudah2 an mahdi sihat lepas berjaya bertarung dengan semua birus2 sekalin yg jahat mengganggu anakanda ye...mummy will always try harder and harder to protect you honey...semoga allah beri mami kekuatan utk meneruskan breast feeding ini...aminnnn...
tapi tu lahkan pengorbanan sang ibu utk anak...hmmm...thanks to my mom...
